What Week is it Again?

My brain is slightly mush, and I have no concept of time anymore, but aside from that, it’s been a decent week in terms of growth. I believe this has been a very “growth heavy” week for me. I think I am getting much more comfortable with lesson plans and alignment. Not only can I fill out the template with know confidence but I can do so with more speed and less reliance on outside sources to help me through it. I am memorizing each section and what it should entail and how it should relate to my lesson. Lesson plans no longer feel like this huge intimidating thing but more of a slightly stressful encounter. I am excited to keep up this growth and hope to keep improving my lesson plans. 


This week I also got a swift kick to the gut on how uncomfortable I still am with assessment. I did learn I feel more equipped  to create writing and performance assessment but still with not much confidence. But, I am struggling with a selective response assessment even more than the others. I feel I can’t get a good selection or mix or easier and harder questions. I am also struggling with making sure I am catching all the important aspects from past lessons and material for proper assessment questions. I am excited to get more practice on creating these assessment and hope to grow my confidence with them. 

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